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Posted by UkraineJane, 13.05.2007, 0:36 in Senioritis
so i guess i have to reflect on the "graduation exercises," as it is officially called.
i have this feeling of contentment because of all these people who came to Agnes today just for me, but i dont have any feelings towards graduation itself. it's not that i am so overwhelmed that i cannot grasp what happend. it is more of "ok, it is done."
strange, huh? 
and i got some very insane gifts, those i still cannot grasp. maybe tomorrow 
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one step closer
Posted by UkraineJane, 04.05.2007, 23:20 in Senioritis
if only you knew the feeling that runs down your spine when a fresh wind is trying to move your greasy, 3-day not washed hair right after you turned in a huge paper 
chem final - check
number theory - check
linear - check
south african pol - check
had a little "freak out + snot" session bcs of all the things that need to get done over the next week. got myself back together. back to studying.
Political Decentralization and Its Impact on Advancing Democracy in Ghana since 1992: Understanding Women’s Influence in the Deliberative Process
on annoyance and attachment
Posted by UkraineJane, 02.05.2007, 4:27 in Senioritis
i am so annoyed by people who have two faces, and mostly show the nice one. i would much rather see the bad one.
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i know that i can handle it, but i still fear this suffering without you. i know i will suffer, but since i am perfect, it will not do any damage 
maja likes to draw stomachs and backs. if i could draw, i would draw hands. i love hands that look like they have done work.
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it is done and turned in to scott.
2004 Elections: South African Women as Second Class Citizens and IFP’s Response to the Issue.
great expectations
Posted by UkraineJane, 26.04.2007, 18:53 in Senioritis
maggie says i do not expect much out of the people i love. not sure how true that is... but yes, i dont like to expect things out of people because when they dont do something, it makes me very upset. so i just assume they will either forget, not care or fail to do what they are asked. moreover, most of the times, i dont even want to ask. sometimes i even dont like asking the ones who are close to me. i guess i fear rejection or failure from those the most. so maybe maggie is right.
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tired and whiny. dunno how all this is supposed to work out: school work, moving (actually not knowing how to move), not having an apartment, leaving those i love.
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we stayed up almost till 2 doing #6. if it was not for Sarah's brother, dunno how we would have finished it all. but we did.
on nightmares suck; partaking in the world leaders forum